To be wrapped safely within your arms,
Feel your breath on my neck,
Like molasses,
Stroking my soul into submission.
Its so good to be enveloped,
Within,
Your cloak of solitude,
Holding my hand,
Engaging my heart,
With the comfort of blackness.
How I fuckin ache,
Ache with the nothingness of this empty spirit,
Hurt with the realisation of pain,
Loneliness,
And sheer frustration.
I know there is a path for me,
I know there is a light..
It's just right now I am a little lost,
And blinded by the numbness of it all.
But for now,
The darkness has my soul,
Safe,
Guarded,
And troubled..
So very,
Very,
Troubled.
Achingly afraid,
Sugar x
